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This is my journal of experiences, thoughts, ideas, and experiments; it is erratic, sometimes fruitless, sometimes profound (at least for me). I don't advertise it, but I don't mind the occasional cyber-wanderer taking a gander at it. I tend to meander when I write, to jump to new topics without transition, and some things I say are tied to things I've talked about before, so feel free to hop around and just read what pops out at you.

Short Musing

Posted: Thursday, September 29, 2011 by Sir Lancealot in
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Hey,
So I'm in Asheville NC, I've been bouncing around still.  Living like that has allowed me to break wide open my scope of what can be considered home.  With a hammock, a water bottle, and a minicomputer (ipod) to stay connected with those I know and love, as well as a few smaller things, I can be at home almost anywhere.  It is taxing, certainly--I miss so many people and the interactions are less fulfilling.  But I'm working (off and on) and discovering and making connections.  Hopefully I'll have a breakthrough soon, however, and find a great place to base out of and a positive reputation and a daily life.  I have no responsibilities and thus have weak motivation.  I find myself feeling guilty for lethargy or lack of production.  I find myself not wanting to do things because they aren't investments in a greater story--just pissing in the wind where I may or may not reap benefits in the future.But this place is cool, I'm not completely under the thumb of human tyranny.  I think I'm heading back to California soon.